For the past month or so, I have been in some sort of funk. This morning I woke up with a huge headache, and it isn't going away. My whole body is worn out. I know exactly what Bilbo is talking about when he says that he feels like not enough butter spread across too much bread. My daily devotional have turned into my weekly devotional. I don't like the place I'm at right now. I hate it when I feel I have no control over my own life. Right now it feels that I am being controlled by work and school. And then there's the drive. At first the Carson City to So. Lake Tahoe to Reno back to Carson City drive wasn't that bad, but now, I really don't like it. My wife is getting aggravated because every time she asks how I am doing I say...tired. Lord I pray that the rest of this semester will go by fast. I also thank you for having patience with me.
Friday, November 04, 2005
No sir...I don't like it
For the past month or so, I have been in some sort of funk. This morning I woke up with a huge headache, and it isn't going away. My whole body is worn out. I know exactly what Bilbo is talking about when he says that he feels like not enough butter spread across too much bread. My daily devotional have turned into my weekly devotional. I don't like the place I'm at right now. I hate it when I feel I have no control over my own life. Right now it feels that I am being controlled by work and school. And then there's the drive. At first the Carson City to So. Lake Tahoe to Reno back to Carson City drive wasn't that bad, but now, I really don't like it. My wife is getting aggravated because every time she asks how I am doing I say...tired. Lord I pray that the rest of this semester will go by fast. I also thank you for having patience with me.
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I know exactally how you're feelin...except the whole wife part...but I'm usually just draggin...and the drive was getting better...but now its getting longer...I think its because that boat at cave rock is gone...
I am definitely sportin some head ache migrainism as well my friend
No Graduating School = problem solved
Dropping out of school = I don't think I can quit with 9 credits left and I am taking them all right now in my last semester so theres no way I would want to quit with only 6 or so weeks left + I hate to quit something I know I can do / I don't want all my college experience to be a wasted time. Also, it's mostly my job that makes me hold my head like this socially stable monkey. Your right Pete, the boat went away. The two years I've been here that boat has always been in the lake. Maybe its a message from God that I need to be pulled out of Lake Tahoe as well.
glad you are back dave. hope you are feeling betta soon.
i don't know you, maybe we've met, but i just wanted to write & say that i know what you're going through. i didn't finish college when i had the chance, so i ended up doing it later. here's what later looked like: married, kids, marine corps during the day, 4 hrs. of class @ night, ministry, homework every day for hours, & all the duties of being husband/dad. maybe you already know what i'm talking about w/ your situation, but if i could do anything over again.... i would have finished when i was young. i'm prayin' for ya.
Thank you for your prayers, I'm sure my situation is dwarfed by many others including yours Jaybird. I just looked at the calander...4 weeks till Dec. 10. The band-aid will be off and I will be jumping for joy...4 weeks and the stress of life really begins...just 4 weeks
Don't say that. It means that in 4 weeks the first half of my thesis is due.
senor h- my intention was not to compare how "hard" our times were, but rather to say that if i've learned anything re: being young & having the school opportunity: get it done, because more responsibilities will soon be knocking on your door. hang in.
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