I'm at that point again where I just want to scream. Everything around me frustrates me to no end. Well, not everything, but a lot of things are really getting on my nerves right now. Let me explain:I graduate in four whole days. This is actually pretty exciting for me, I can't wait to get out of here. But I am not sure what I am doing after that. I don't know where I want to work for the rest of my life. I know what I like doing, but those situations seem to be closed doors right now. And herein lies the frustration. There are a lot of things that I would like to do, but it seems when those things do come around, there is no way I can be involved. It frustrates me when opportunities for me arise, and then fall only to be destroyed. I have no doubt that God will give me more opportunities that I will be able to grab onto and that I will know where God wants me to work and I will enjoy it. It's the waiting part that is for the suck. Lord, give me patients to wait on your will, not mine.
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I liken graduating college to the character in "The Shawshank Redemption" who finally gets out of prison after spending 50 years of his life there. However, upon his release, he hangs himself in his bedroom because he has no idea about how to function outside of the life he had for so long.
You do have the rest of your life ahead of you, so you don't need to find the job-of-all-jobs now, and more importantly, you probably won't.
Just look at it as though you're heading into the kindergarten of a new stage in you life. You really don't know what to expect, so just give it to God . . . and pray that you don't wet your pants during nap time.
Peeing your pants is cool. Just ask Miles Davis.
Way to go Sr. H. I'm proud of your accomplishment. I hope to one day graduate as well.
Hey...do you know anyone in Carson that needs a job...like 30 hours a week..it pays $9 an hour...let me know...not you of course..this job requires not degree...
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